Archive for August, 2005

Just back from Luna Park!

Saturday, August 20th, 2005

Whee!!! At this moment, my brains are still reeling from going to a theme park next to the Harbour Bridge. Its not much of an amusement park but they have rides there, and it took 3 rides to take me down… But! Thankfully, I didn’t puke… I was with a group of my friends and after 2 rides, 3 girls ended up puking… or was it 4? Anyhow, I was feeling a little queasy after 2 rides, but those who didn’t puke wanted to carry on with the rides… So I was thinking to myself, shall I? All those rides just involved spinning you ’round & ’round, giving you an actual experience of centrifugal force. There is one ride which subject you to probably abt 1.5 positive Gs, but that’s about it…

*Ahem* As a pilot, I decided to proceed ahead… Hehe… Can’t let people see me uncomfortable taking those rides… I emerged from it triumphant! Didn’t puke! Except to burp uncontrollably. It happens cause when your body is subjected to different forces, there is a chance that your body might want to expel some stuff within yourself which might cause you discomfort… Like drinking lots of Coke before a ride… Yah, that’s what happened to moi. After the rides, one of the girls asked how it was for me. I said its alright… And she said: "Of course lah! You’re a pilot!" I didn’t tell her how close I came to puking… A word of advice: If you’re feeling motion sickness, try to close your eyes and just feel your body. Motion sickness is generally caused by the sensation that your eyes and your body is unable to react correspondingly. Thats why your body is feeling spatial disorientation and that’s why there’s a tendency to puke. So if you take out the eyes, your brain won’t be confused about which signals to receive so it’ll just concentrate on the signals which your body is feeling. Generally, seasickness, carsickness & airsickness is all the same thing, but just that the means of getting the spatial disorientation is different, that’s all. And in case you wonder how I know, its cause I gotta study this for my exams…

Dave, thanks for reading my blog and supporting me. Too often whenever people complain about their relationship, the girls will always get the support, so I was pleasantly surprised when I see your comments. Thanks once again, but I’m ok now. I’m over the heartache which I’ve suffered and I’ll channel this excess energy/anger/heartache into my flying, but as a sucker for love, I’m already in the midst of looking for another girlfriend. It sucks, doesn’t it? I’m such a sucker. Its ironic knowing that I’m a sucker and yet, I still wanna be a sucker! Alright, enough suckers for now…

The reason why I’m writing this short (informative?) piece of essay regarding motion sickness? Well, for once, I’m suffering from it. I’m still feeling a little spatially disorientated, but as I’m writing this, my body physiology is starting to become normal again. Next, if anyone who cares motion sickness easily, you can always get some advice from me regarding this aspect. Alright, enough ramblings from an old man for now… Until then, Cheerios!

Anger leads to the Dark Side

Wednesday, August 10th, 2005

I’m still very angry over the ditching of me by my ex-gf. I just found out that she’s already attached today! Wow! From undying love to being attached one week after… Hmm… Probably the guy cast a ‘Charm Person’ or ‘Domination’ spell, else how can one’s feelings change so quickly?

She still claims that she love me even though she’s with him. Well, everything’s claimed. I can claim that I can love a girl so much, and yet still sleep with other girls… What the??? Its like slapping oneself in the mouth. And all the time she’s thinking of patching up and she expects me to stop her from leaving.

Me? Stop her? Beg for patch? What the fuck does she think I am? She left me and she expects me to beg her NOT to leave? What the? I have my own god-damn pride and I’m not a friggin’ dog!

Nope, I’ll have none of that nonsense. I guess I’ll just look for my own happiness from now on.

Joan, yes, I still remember you and sending you home when you were so pissed drunk! Hehe… Drunk until you fell asleep in my car and keep waking you up, but you still sleep! Hehe… Don’t drink so much   :)

Sharon… Hmm… Orh… Ok… Listen to you, I don’t be a bastard… I guess every dishing that I received make me a tougher guy and more hard-hearted. No longer the softy I once was…

Love? Doesn’t exist… The love my grandparents shared no longer exists…

Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005

Love? What a laughable word… To hear calls saying that one is so important that one can’t live without the other partner. What a load of bull, I’ve learnt… The claims of love and yet leaving that person… Is that love? Anyway, I’ve remembered the fact that women are primarily bitches, who’re materialistic and demands lots of things… First and foremost, sex and money…

If the girl is in the mood for it and the guy said he’s tired, the guy don’t love the girl. If the guy’s in the mood for it and the girl says she’s tired, it means the guy’s just after sex. Dumb logic… But what can one expect, especially letting it come from a woman.

Money… Most girls claim that money isn’t important, but when it comes to actual money issue like who’s footing for the bill, the guy always ends up paying. If the guy doesn’t pay, the guy is not a gentleman and if the guy does pay… Well… he’s a guy, he SHOULD pay.

What’s up with all this people nowadays? I guess I’m much better off being alone. With just the skies and a trusty plane. Maybe its time to revert to my bastard self? No matter how hard I try to change, I always end up getting hurt… Why should I change when everytime its all telling me the same things? That if I commit to it, all the girls will come hurting me… Its like life is begging me to be a bastard, through and through. I don’t want that life again… I don’t wanna be a bastard again, but why?

My girlfriend left me cause I’m a pilot and I can’t give enough attention. She claims to love me and can’t live without me and now, she says that cause of the above reasons, she gotta be more realistic. Most probably, running off to some guys who’re always hanging around her. Girls… Hah! So bloody predictable. Its alright then. That give me more space and time to have to myself instead of calling her every single day when I’m in Australia. Can you believe that? Bet you can’t imagine the phone bills that I’ve to pay, but such is the price of stupidity. Oh well, learnt a lesson. When a girl claims she’ll wait for you, don’t believe her. She’s just leaving you on the hook so that when a replacement comes, she’ll dump you. Trust me… Been on the receiving end of it. Hmm… its ok lah, no big deal… Just a minor setback… There’re so many nice girls out there, I don’t believe that I can’t find one who’s true to me and accept me for who I am… As for me being a bastard… Well… I won’t know for sure too